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failure
Thursday, March 30, 2006, 11:32 AM
life gets harder as you grow up and expectations of you change drastically too
i am one such under that kind of pressure
can you imagine it?
i'm still a failure
when would i change?
:$
as my peers get back their results this week
while some are dwelling in despodent
or happiness maybe
and i'm still struggling to get my studies back on track
i just want them to know that
there's always someone worst off (like me) or better
but you can work harder the next time round
there's still chance and hope for future better results
and i'm in this with you all
:)
i can't hide everyday
avoiding is not the solution to problems
but i dunno how to face some things
:(
i had this recurring dream for past weeks
my phone went crazy ringing with calls and sms from a monster
the monster kept forcing me to hand in stuff and go back to school
i become paranoid
i went crazy
i need help
pls help me