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Thursday, April 13, 2006, 12:57 PM
it's terrible how emotions can control the whole of you
it stops the work you are doing
and makes you just think and think the whole time
and the environment and people affects our emotions
i'm totally left out in some things
i know i shouldn't be jealous or sth
but i couldn't stop myself
life jux sux for me
i have been real tired these 2 weeks shuffling in and out of hospital
luckily granny's stabalized
but i still have to control the tears and stay strong; for the ppl beside you needs support
i've seen myself in a video taken 10 plus years ago
and i want to go back to that time
where everything was nice and ppl get along well
i wanna throw away the present ME
i have changed
and too many things have happened these few days that i only want to cry
i have the right to cry after so many things happened
just leave me alone to rot
quit asking me why