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Saturday, April 22, 2006, 7:43 PM
saw my waipo yesterday and can see that she's doing fine although her speech is affected and she's still fustrated about it...
she's like a big baby now and i like to see her sleep... she sleeps just to chase us home...and all her hand gestures indicates that she wants us to go when i know that she's happy that we went to visit... but hospital's a bit too boring and quiet esp without her fav tv... i wanted to buy magazines for her but she couldn't hold it up to read because of her condition... plus her eyesight's not as good as before... i can't do anything for her... i feel bad... it's like being there but your existence cannot help her at all... she might be transferred to St Lukes at Bukit Batok for 2 weeks as part of her discharge plan... and what's acupuncture got to do with thinning blood medicine. or worst internal bleeding. we just want her to recover soon... now waiting for mum to come home and hopefully not needed to make the final decision sometimes i relly wanna tell them how i feel about them... their selfishness and misunderstandings... should we always give in...or just this once for the sake of waipo... she's 80 plus after all... i really dunno... i think i will when i couldn't tolerate it any longer... i want them to be fair to us... haix i can't put everything in words can i? some things are better kept to yourself... |
