Crying should make a person stronger but it's not like that for me. I seem to cry because of very little things mostly because of family. No one understands, but it does make me feel better after crying. It's good to cry alone but when no one shares your sadnesss or understand you it feels even worse. I couldn't share it with friends cause all of them are busy with A's. I don't like to appear weak crying in front of those younger than me.
At least i have comfort in my teddys like Shin in Goong. But i have more than his only Alfred. They can't comfort you with words but do it by being there for you. It has always been difficult for me to talk to others or be an extrovert but i still have my crazy side and am able to show it at home (now...that's the real me). Split personality heh?
Finished Goong and can't wait for the new series. It's a bit draggy on the misunderstanding part and it all clears up with a "don't leave me to be alone" and "sorry" which doesn't make sense till you actually think about it. Everything can be solved with just these few sincere words of apology. But many of us have to learn it the hard way. We are too stubborn to keep such words in our vocab list.
It all makes sense i hope.