Many unhappy things happened just before my bday but i hope by not mentioning, the problem slowly disappears. Plus it's not sth i can control something i'd call "adult's problem". But why is their problem always affecting us so much. There's more than your own selfish thoughts and that's "the children - us". I feel like an ostrich, by burying my head i hope the problem goes away and it being none of my business. In fact, the problem builds up and can never ever stop building. I dunno what i can do to help or what i should do in my capacity as a kid.

1st March - met up with pf to have breakfast but ah sao woke up late and i ended up waking 1hr earlier for nthing. I was drove down to cuppage plaza to buy ahem and waited for ah sao at macs. Then we chatted and she was so sweet to get me a real nice coffee cake. I love her and hope all goes well for her no matter in work or in relationship. anyway she did well in A's and i'm proud of her. Then was class, i was almost bored to death and only pulled thru for dinner. Dinner at the new clarke quay Central. I was cheated into this fish in Manhattan restaurant by gh. She saw it on tv and so i took her advice to go there finding myself gorging fried food. lolx.. well the company was good food was ok and cake frm starbucks was yummy, what more can i say! then we walked to meet lulu at suntec and had supper at xin wang. I felt real special that day and only regret not spending some of my time with my family.

2nd March - house hunting and actually wanted to have bdae dinner with family but ended up not as everyone including me has no mood. this house hunting thingy is driving me nuts. i am tired and also worried about my coming exams. shucks.

I can only remember meeting gladys at her church on saturday night and having my fav crab or shld i say seafood at a restaurant @ tiong barhu. Then came mon where we rushed up to malacca to spend my garndma's bdae with her. We didn't tell her so as to give her a suprise. We shopped opp marcota shopping it was a new shopping mall but i dunno the name and min bought shades while i got a new watch. Had nice dinner and 'orh ni' at a local restaurant there. Grandma was happy and all of us too. It had been a long time since i saw her laugh so much and her speech has never been clearer. I only found out how much i love her till i nearly lost her. At least now i can do sth and am not too late. It was one of the crazy things my family do since... We're all crazy and i both love and hate it! A one day malacca day was real tiring for all of us and i have not recovered till now. Met up with jq to pass the present and cake and had only a brief chat becos i had lessons. Yuan sounded more cheerful over the phone and i just look forward to tmr's meeting with the class.

I'm so stressed and feel like giving up on this jun's exams. Pull thru liyi, pull thru.