I'm in serious need for someone's listening ear or at least comforting words befor i explode... ...

Sent out many msgs and only val replied... really sad man!
Haven't seen the for so long and yet no one even bothers to msg me... I need communication!
Out of sight, out of mind? NO excuse!

Still, it makes me question is giving one-sidedly the right thing to do when you might receive nothing at the end. I can say it's right for charities BUT not in a relationship where both parties gotta give! Not just bgr but friends and family too... It's give and take if not it'll get really tiring and it just takes more effort to further take one step... be it a msg or call or email or comment in friendster... It can really make my day...
No msgs... that's when my communication with the "outside world" breaks down and i'm not updated with lots of stuff to feel out of place later and most of the time not knowing what others are talking about... and words like "oh.. you dunno" and " it happened a long time ago" stings/stinks.
Maybe our frequencies are so different no one wants to talk to me...

So many things to consider and look out for... I'm tired and need rest...

I want my life back... one where i can enjoy christmas and the june holidays... Looking forward to next june!

My wishlist:
iPhone
Macbook
clutch bag
clutch wallet
new bag
someone to share my ups and downs with
calls from friends
well-wishers for my exams