The glass in one of our bathroom shattered... It sort of exploded into pieces... the sound and impact was so great i thought some glass dropped from upstairs... It just exploded itself... Luckily no one was hurt or else it's gonna get really ugly...

Really frustrated now... It's like we always have to settle things and the adults just can't do things right. What if i'm not by their side one day? Must it only be then than they learn to be independent again? Their reliance gives me a sense of importance but it also is a fountain of stress and this fountain just flows non-stop on and off. I'll wait till i can't take it then push it back to them to do their own stuff... But can i bare to do it? Does it signify i'm abandoning or neglecting them?

I'll have my own life someday and i partly want that day to come soon and partly can't imagine living my life without the most important few of my life... Let nature take its course and i think it all will fall in place... Please let my life work out fine... Pray hard!