Grandma's birthday was a great success. Many came and go. We ate, played with water, played sparkles, ate some more... But i had little time to talk to my cousins. Wasted... Busy with deco then food then clean up and then leading them in and out. What i hate about such events is that we are hardly acknowledged for our hard work or the fact that we are the host who came up with money and sweat.
Mum was so stressed over the whole thing that... ... It was the worst i've seen so far. Makes me worried.
And my results are utterly disappointing. I'm so shocked when i received it. Couldn't believe it. It also gave me a second chance and i'm definitely going to grab it and score real well. It's both mine and mom and dad's disappointment. Can't believe i've hurt them so much. I don't deserve any love or pity. So i have decided no birthday celebrations this year as punishment. Nobody cares anyway and i can't be bothered with what i really want to do that day so it's - forget it!