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I do wonder...
Sunday, September 21, 2008, 12:00 AM

i do need to polish on my communication skills......

sometimes i do wonder:

if i were to join any tv contests will my friends come down to support me; how many true friends i have in life; how i'd die; what would be of me 5 or 10 years down the road; if i will ever find someone i love; will tomorrow be just as exciting as some days of my life; when will i find friends i can give nicknames to and calling them "bitch" or any other foul words would not end up with them taking offence; when will i come clean about the bad things i have done; what religion to cast my faith; why do some things happen; how can a person change or turn bad when we're all kind to begin with; life can be so unfair to many and so fair to many with only a difference in their thinking; how all things around me work; if i can be a world renouned dancer; what job will i take up; how many children i'll have; what will my first kiss be like; if i can travel round the world when i'm older and richer; if i had a nice slender figure like many others; if i had hair long enough to reach my hip; if i can behave like a princess and let everything revolve around just me for once; if i could do more for mum and dad; why must i be more matured then others; why i'm chosen for council; why i'm told i have leadership qualities when i feel less and less so at leading people; if i can do more for others especially the needy; if i can just talk or speak my mind in front of others especially guys whom i find all childish though they're of same age as me; what should i do on my next bdae; will i be into politics someday; can i be an olympic medalist; if i have a house of my own how should i decorate it; am i at all pretty; what skills do i possess; ami reflecting on myself enough; if i had a dog of my own; how to not keep trying to please others and just let myself shine from within; am i a good person; what do i love to do; where is myself; where am i heading; if i can ever find a good mentor; what other challenges i will face in life... ...

AND THE LIST CONTINUES... ...