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INNER REFLECTIONS
Saturday, September 20, 2008, 11:36 PM
lET'S SEE... bORING LESSONS ALL DAY SINCE WED AND I'M LUCKY TO HAVE FINALLY ESCAPED THE TEDIOUS PERIOD... nEXT COMES REVISION AND THE EXAMS...
wENT OUT WITH vAL AND hS JUST TI ACCOMPANY HER THERE AS A FRIEND. tHINK I DIDN'T DO MUCH TO EXPECT SUCH GRATITUDE FORM vAL HERSELF... pLUS FRIENDS ARE THERE TO HELP EACH OTHER WHEN IN NEED AREN'T THEY? iT NEVER FAILS TO ASTONISH ME HOW PEOPLE LIKE vAL WILL NOTICE ALL THE DETAILS AND EFFORT I PUT IN WHILE OTHERS DON'T FEEL A THING. tHE LEAST A FRIEND COULD DO WAS TO SMS ME AT LEAST ONCE IN A FEW MONTHS TO UPDATE ME ABOUT WHAT IS HAPPENING IN THEIR LIFE. iN THAT SENSE I FEEL SHORTCHANGED CAUSE NOT MANY PEOPLE CAN GIVE WHAT I HAVE GIVEN - I ALSO NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO OR JUST TALK RUBBISH THAT MAY MAKE NO SENSE AT ALL... jUST A LISTENING EAR SOMETIMES CAUSE I DO PUT OTHERS IN FRONT OF MYSELF AND OVERLOOK MY OWN NEEDS SOMETIMES... i MIGHT FEEL GUILTY HAVING TO BURDEN MT LISTENER SO I'D RATHER NOT SAY IT SOMETIMES... jUST LETTING ME KNOW YOU ARE THERE FOR ME IS GOOD ENOUGH. i LEAD A SAD AND BORING LIFE AND WOULD BE EVEN MORE SO IN MY YEARS TO COME AS AN ACCOUNTANT AS THEY ALL LEAD LIVES WHEREBY A LIL MOVIE WILL BE CONSIDERED AN EXTRAVAGENT... sAD LIL PEOPLE WITH THEIR SAD LIL LIVES... i SWORE NOT TO BE LIKE THEM AND TO LIVE MY LIFE THE WAY I DESERVE... sPEND WHAT YOU EARN AND EARN WHAT YOU SPEND IS ENOUGH FOR ME :) oNE NEEDS TO KNOW HOW TO ENJOY LIFE SINCE WORK IS NOT EVERYTHING AND WORKING HAS HIGH OPPORTUNITY COSTS AS IT CLOUDS YOUR VISION TO THE THINGS YOU ALREADY HAVE AND MAKE U BECOME LESS ATTENTIVE TO THOSE AROUND YOU. i SHOULD JUST FIND A FILTHY RICH AND TALENTED HUSBAND WHO LOVES ME AND RESPECTS ME FOR WHO I AM THEN I NEED NOT WORRY ABOUT MY FUTURE LIVELIHOOD AND CAN ENJOY LIFE DOING THE THINGS I LOVE OR THINGS ONLY MONEY CAN DO... i DO MEAN CHARITY AND SHOPPING WITHOUT WORRYING ABT CREDIT CARD BILLS AND MAYBE A YACHT TO GO ENJOY SUN AND THE SEA WITH MY BELOVED...

i HAVE SPOKEN TOO MUCH AND TOO SOON. jUST ROUND THE CORNER - LIKE I TOLD SOMEONE... aT LEAST THAT SOMEONE I TOLD HAS MORE SUITERS THAN I HAVE AND THINK SHE'LL JUST HAVE TO NOTICE ONE OF THEM FOR HER TO GET ATTACHED... nOT GET LEFT ON THE SHELF LIKE MAYBE I WOULD SINCE LOVE CAN MEAN THE WORLD TO ME BUT IT IS DISPENSIBLE IN MY LIFE. oTHER KINDS OF LOVE FROM FAMILY AND FRIENDS I NEED MORE CAUSE THEY MEAN THE WORLD TO ME... ...
i'LL CONTINUE TO WRITE MY LIVE STORY AND HOPE FOR IT TO BECOME MORE "COLOURFUL" - QUOTED FROM vAL!!! LOLX...

mUST BE WONDERING WHY THIS TIME I'M WRITING IN CAPS LOG... cAUSE I REVERSED THE ORDER OF CAPITAL LETTER IN FRONT AND SMALL LETTER BEHIND :)